looking back into my life, i cannot be more satisfied than wat i had. i have friends that would brave fire and water for me when in danger, i have parents who never ask anything in return despite all the unresonable demands,i have a more than anyone could ever ask i ones life, how could i complain about anything at all?
i do not deny that i am still very unhappy about my life, i always complain about almost everything around me. 'why do i have to be late?','how come you are not here on time?'.'how can this happen to me?'. i find myself unresonable but i find all this uncontrolable. why is this so? what is happening? oooo, this is what they call puberty stage 'mood swings' haha.is this not ironic? i know wat the problem is but just cannot get rid of it.it is like corn, although you know its there and know wat is it but jus could not control it. haix